waiting temptation

May

At the local bar up the road temptation waited, and I went for it. There’s this great combination in life, cigarettes and beer. I had already ordered a beer. The thought crossed my mind and I was dealing with a great deal of thoughts buzzing around. It had been about a year and a half (maybe 2 years?) since I smoked. Supposedly your body never (chemically) forgets a drug. Well, I would say that’s the case. Anyway I was really torn up about it and I just remember really craving a cigarette with my beer. There are some external reasons for being torn up about it (besides the obvious) but the cigarette at Le Sporting was the catalyst of several that would follow.